Emo?

What makes you emo?

Who made you emo?

What is emo?

Where did the word emo originate from?

I have had my share of being emo last year and also beginning of this year. Being emo sucks to the max. I don't know why there is even a feeling called emo. It just sucks the life out of you. You wouldn't be as happy of a person like you were before. Your friends will also notice a certain change in you. (If they don't, well... then they are not considered to be your friends) You try to smile or laugh at certain LAME jokes but you just do not have the mood to even move your facial muscle. Reminiscing about the past and also the good times you had with that person or thing. Many 'What if' questions will be asked mentally.

"What if I had done this?, What if I had said this? What if I had not said that? "

I don't blame emo people. Don't be too harsh on emo people. Don't think that they're just being emo for the sick of being emo and to be able to attract attention ( though some people I know are like this) . Give them a break. They're just experiencing a fall in life. It's either you help them get up or let them get up on their own.

Actually I don't even know why am I writing all of these. But one thing's for sure, when you're emo, don't be emo for too long because you don't know what you've been missing throughout the period where you have been emo.

Sometimes I question myself whether by me being reckless in life and also having all the extensive laughter in school is just a cover up to hide my emotions. Oh well, enough blabbing for now. .___.